2010 (Saturday, December 04, 2010 / Saturday, December 04, 2010)
this is going be major reflection. a very long post if i can express my thoughts in words, so if you're not ready for a lengthy post, thn you can click on the X button, on the top right hand corner of your screen (:
set some time aside and started to reflect what i have been doing this year, and wow, i realised this year has really alot of ups and downs, quite many experience were gained. from EaglesCamp to FreshMenOrientationPlanning to FreshmenOrientation to ClubCrawl to PrimersOrientationCamp to GraduationCeremony to YouthOlympicGames to NationalDayParade to i cant really remember the things, media interview, projectShape... ... all those stuffs seems so wow. of course, the greatest intake would be being a new born (:
thinking back, i was still deciding to go for EaglesCamp or not for some reasons, i was glad that i went. it was like the first camp, thn i said i would go, knowing that friends around me are not going. but yeah, i was super glad that i went (: though it was just a leadership camp, more of interaction and stuffs, but it really was fun and nice, knew more friends and yeah. (: Chosen to be in the planning committee for the FreshMenOrientation was definately a surprise, i thought of joining as an OrientationGroupLeader but never thought of being in the committee, but i was given the chance to. (: given the choice to choose what committee i want to go into, wanted to try out publication side but was pulled back because of idontknow what reasons. hah! joined registration team instead. (: mainly because i wanted to try something new, hah! so meetings after meetings, rackie the school like super many times, changed the routes and stuffs, doing the stands, printing the program papers, writing on the colour stickers and many more stuffs, those were really good times, hah! tiring but productive. (: we even learnt how to fix the school printer! HAHAHA! (Y). reg. team was kindof bond together at that period of time, being in charge of the HQ, i saw many freshies that were lost sheeps. heh! 888 & 999! i need to help them register plus entertain them! it's like wonderful memories luhs! not in the mind, but in the heart.
Dear RegistrationTeam, you guys were great (: working together with you guys were great. having a super overall IC for RegTeam was awesomes.those inside joke we have. definately awesomes! *WeiLiang, Karen, Gui Shi, YanRen, Hannah, Affifah, Hussain, Shafiqah, Huda, Nicole*of course, if not for the guidance from those awesomes people, we would not have grown. (: many Credits to seniors. (: thank you for the opportunities that you guys have given to me. (:
planning for clubCrawl & POC. didnt really plan alot eh, helped out here and there, but it was thn, i found back the sense of belonging to NypPrimers. but through planning, i really did grew and absorbed many different things from different mentors, from different seniors (: many things happened in the midst of clubCrawl, some very personal stuffs yeah. yeaps. POC was definately a good break for me, away from many things. maybe that explains the weird crazy side of me in the camp. tiring but fun. i longed for the camp, until together. had first exp. with PaintBall. (: and the best camp food! heh! (: of course, with the best team working together. shiokness. (:
more things happened after that, in almost every aspect of my little life. D: i am super thankful for the listening ears , thanks guys for being there listen to my grumbles and stuffs. (: those were the times i cried to sleep, almost everyday. but it was also those times. had an encounter with BigDaddy one day when i went fcbc. it was really a very strong sensation. (: one of the sundays, i broke down infront of so many people, like after so long. was super thankful about those who showed concern, close ones, unclose ones. (: i felt love. (:
first time helping in graduation ceremony, witnessing the ceremony for DECC and DMIT. school blazer! (: made new awesomes friends (: first time helping in YOG, as a student leader. wow. (: it's like a whole new experience. NDP this year was great. wanted to get intouch with balloon sculpturing since young, but never had the chance, this year's ndp taught me that. and crowd interaction. and my first ever media interview. it was SUPER SCARY but a super experience. (: volunteered in projectShape, learnt even more sculptures, wow.
there were definately more things i did this year, cant remember every single one of them... this year's definately hectic, with all my commitments and stuffs, but it's super fruitful. i thank God for all those awesomes angels that He had placed around me to help and guide me through every obstacles i face. without those angels, i really dont know if i could carry on till now. I thank God for constantly renewing me, constantly reassuring me that He's always there, no matter what happens! it's really amazing how i managed to squeeze to much things in this year.
but this year, i truly experience the things that shocked my life, a news that i couldnt accept at first. slowly accepting it , believing it because i had no choice. this' also a year full of new responsibilities.
a year of choices.
