useless week. (Friday, August 06, 2010 / Friday, August 06, 2010)
this' going be a pretty long post, bear with it.
so besides those normal routines for the week, what did i actually do? o.0. went to school for an hour of animation lecture on monday. (i'm glad i went =) ) waited till 2,thn went (L)'s place. suppose to do some drawing and rendering, but ohwell, i fell asleep as usual,tired day. went to school for TWO hours of InternetProgramming lecture on tuesday, thn stayed until 3pm to vote for SEGClub's president. congrats peoples! =) thn waited for (L) till 5! D= managed to study abit in the library. thn cabbed down to orchard to meet his friend, looks like it was a wasted trip. but ohwell,cabbed back to compasspoint.=)
wednesday was school-less! which means i can sleep till latelate! but i woke up at 9. =( met angie for lunch and off to YOU CAN! =) ohwell,
family.expectations. it's linked and it's probably my
weakest point . =( hais.those kind of useless feeling, nobody understands.
Dear Mentor,
thanks for your listening ears, your encouragements and stuffs yeah! they are all greatly appreciateds.♥ =) p.s: and teaching rendering too! (Y)
thursday was animation commontest, relatively alrights! (Y). at least gt confident to pass yeah! shiok-ness! went to meet (L) thn went nebo, to study. hahaha! like for awhile, but stayed in nebo for few hours! UNO!UNO!UNO! shiok or what only! (Y). today was InfocommSecurity commontest. hais, it always happens,forget things i have memorized when i see the paper. ohwell,i'm use to it! =( met (L) at yishun, thn went to his place. slept. seriously very tired, 830 paper = jokeless! thn lunner(lunch+dinner) and went back school for YOG, only 1 word, MESSY. home sweet home after thats. =)
okays'it's not as long as i thought it would be.
little thoughts:common tests are over,like finally, 3 weeks of holidays. i'm going give myself a week break thn start studying for my exams. and i have two months after that! =D during this week of break, hopefully,everything goes on well. but i dont feel like staying at home, so ask me out alrights! but ohwell, evangeline's a girl that cant be back home too late. so yeah, having YOG tomorrow, and NDP on monday, ohwell, i dont really want monday to come, cos it marks the last and final day. evangeline dont like the type of feeling. so waving goodbye, of farewell, it sucks,seriously.did some little reflections, and i actually found out somethings. there are things that i THOUGHT i have let go, yes,i thought, cos i didnt. just didnt want to think about it, thus, thinking that i have let go of it, thinking that i have put it behind. but when problem arises, things will come in one by one, and i'll begin to wonder again. how suck can that feeling be, nobody knows, nobody will understand. hais. i'm just a useless stuff.
a happy girl i may seem,
but am i really happy?
i never can answer this question.