Evangeline.t.m.f just an ordinary lil. girl in town. ♥ EIGHTEEN! on the 20102010! \ NanYangPolytechnic- \Multimedia&InfocommTechnology ♥ nypPRIMERS!-awesomes family! she just love to smile and laugh (:

my heart has been captured by all these lil. things ♥ MILO is my BEST FRIEND! =) ♥ BIG DADDYYYYY ♥ wonderful people around her ♥ Hugs ! :) ♥ Blue Roses ♥ lil.KIDs ♥ hiisteriical'o5 ♥ Smiles =) ♥ laughters =D ♥ Volleyball ♥ POLAROID ♥ lil. plushies. (: have i mentioned anywhere,that i think i am crazy? =) p/s: i DO bite, shoo away if you're scared =)

these things captured my eyes but they're still not mine ♥ RED CRUMPLER ♥ NUM's BACKPACK ♥ NUM's SHOULDERBAG ♥ >3.5 ♥ INTERACTIVE MEDIA-specialization you'll always see me smiling, (: but true or not,it's another thing.

these words captured my ears trying to capture my heart. a gentle reminder that this' my blog (: && you can shoo off if you dont like it. (:

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don't promise me forever just love me day by day Layout: hasta mañana

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hais,some thoughts struck me... =( was chatting on the phone with (L) just now, idk why did we talk about parents suddenly, and it somehow linked to results.

that's when i thought about the fear of me getting back my results, even if it's a mark difference, i'll be afraid, let alone say a grade difference. the fear of going back to show him my results, even when the score is more thn 80,because it's lower thn my previous one. scoldings and naggings i'll get when my results drop, even by abit. let alone scoldings and naggings, sometimes hitting too. hais, how did i even survived through that for ELEVEN years. how amazing. back in secondary two, i have seen a teacher counsellor ehs! =,- . for my results, and that t.c wasnt reliable, what i told her = parents know,maybe that's the reason why i dont really share my inner thoughts of somethings to people anymore, i dont really feel safe, cos that t.c was suppose to be someone whom i can rely on,to pour out, but..yeah, great disappointment back then... because aft he knows, he scolded me for thinking that way.. fml..i was thinking back, wanting to find great memories between us, but i really cant seem to find them, maybe it's because the super inner feelings of me surpressed everything. =(


next thought would be, to throw or not to throw. hais, not many would understand this,but i know someone out there does, that someone do understand. hais, so to throw or not to throw? isit really very unfair to you? does it bother you? i have many many questions actually, but who's going answer them. i really want to know what you're thinking, how you're feeling actually...