yet i still yearn for more
♥ EVANGELINE's lil. world (:
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Evangeline.t.m.f
just an ordinary lil. girl in town.

♥ EIGHTEEN! on the 20102010!
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♥ nypPRIMERS!-awesomes family!



she just love to smile and laugh (:

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my heart has been captured
by all these lil. things

♥ MILO is my BEST FRIEND! =)
♥ BIG DADDYYYYY
♥ wonderful people around her
♥ Hugs ! :)
♥ Blue Roses
♥ lil.KIDs
♥ hiisteriical'o5
♥ Smiles =)
♥ laughters =D
♥ Volleyball
♥ POLAROID
♥ lil. plushies. (:


have i mentioned anywhere,that i think i am crazy? =)

p/s: i DO bite, shoo away if you're scared =)

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these things captured my eyes
but they're still not mine

♥ RED CRUMPLER
♥ NUM's BACKPACK
♥ NUM's SHOULDERBAG
♥ >3.5
♥ INTERACTIVE MEDIA-specialization


you'll always see me smiling, (: but true or not,it's another thing.

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these words captured my ears
trying to capture my heart.



a gentle reminder that this' my blog (: && you can shoo off if you dont like it. (:

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i don't know for sure {aps/yckss}
where this is going

Bruce
Cassandra.z
Catherine L.
Catherine.P
ChooiChi
Christina
Erica
Florence
HuiBing
HuiWen
Jeline
Lynette
Rebecca
Ren&Reb
SiewWoon
Winnie


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i don't know for sure {nyp}
where this is going

Bruce
Amanda
Gladys.C
Gladys.K
Grace
ida
Iris
JiaJun
LoongXian
Vrinda
XingJie
YewChuan
Yvonne.Y
Zaini


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don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana





murderer of motivation (Monday, August 23, 2010 / Monday, August 23, 2010)

the few days was alrights, tried to study almost everyday, and yes, TRIED is the keyword. tried = study but doesnt seem to understand anything. timeless yeah! D= out with family yesterday, how wouls i say how was it, it started of shruck-ly, but ended off fine. miss mentor sudden message really awesomesly *woo* me up. (: Thanks mentor! ♥ studying without understanding! it's another semester that i need to really study whole semester's stuffs in like wonderful amount of days, how to. but nice to say, these three subjects,i have been going foe lectures, tutorials\labs. =.- (except for SEP though,missed some.) yeah, but still,i dont get it! grrrrs.. Ps Danny asked us to give ourself a half-time. can i afford it?where to find the time for something special?

how do you feel when you are at home, wanting to study, thn this amazing person come to you and ask you to do this do that. you might think that he's busy, but IF watching the teevee and lying on bed is considered busy, thn yes, he's busy, IF NOT, i really dont get how busy is he! =.= nobody will understand how shrucky the feeling is, not really having enough study,not enough motivation to study, and when the motivation to study, and you just sit there studying,writing notes, SOMEONE comes to you and do things, that he CAN do, just a matter of WANT or NOT. the feeling sucks,and it totally clear off the motivation inside. i am actually thinking, what's actually my priorities? isit really studying? Do you know what's my priority? To you, is my priority really studying, or isit just to be a slave of yours? seriously..someone, tell me what's my priority, i'm begining to get lost...


getting really lost in this big world,
i feel super small ,super insignificant in this HUGEHUGE world
Daring to dream,
evangeline, do you dare to dream? what's your dream?


sometimes,i really feel like breaking down.
leaving everything behind,
giving everything up.
i'm tired,really tired.very tired in fact.
tired of holding everything together,
it's tough,veryvery tough,
i cant take it anymore.
but who understands how i'm feeling right now.
miserable is the word, that's how i am feeling.