Evangeline.t.m.f just an ordinary lil. girl in town. ♥ EIGHTEEN! on the 20102010! \ NanYangPolytechnic- \Multimedia&InfocommTechnology ♥ nypPRIMERS!-awesomes family! she just love to smile and laugh (:

my heart has been captured by all these lil. things ♥ MILO is my BEST FRIEND! =) ♥ BIG DADDYYYYY ♥ wonderful people around her ♥ Hugs ! :) ♥ Blue Roses ♥ lil.KIDs ♥ hiisteriical'o5 ♥ Smiles =) ♥ laughters =D ♥ Volleyball ♥ POLAROID ♥ lil. plushies. (: have i mentioned anywhere,that i think i am crazy? =) p/s: i DO bite, shoo away if you're scared =)

these things captured my eyes but they're still not mine ♥ RED CRUMPLER ♥ NUM's BACKPACK ♥ NUM's SHOULDERBAG ♥ >3.5 ♥ INTERACTIVE MEDIA-specialization you'll always see me smiling, (: but true or not,it's another thing.

these words captured my ears trying to capture my heart. a gentle reminder that this' my blog (: && you can shoo off if you dont like it. (:

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don't promise me forever just love me day by day Layout: hasta mañana

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this post is for someone, you know who you are,

i'm sorry if those concerns i have shown made you felt otherwise. i sincerely apologise if i have cause any misunderstandings. An apology may not be what you want, but that's all i can say.

i may not know you for long, but the friendship is there. You're someone whom i trust, and can confide in, that seems to be only what i thought. it seems all wrong now.

if talking to someone & being there for someone when they need a listening ear is toying with them, i'm sorry for toying you all along. but define toying? is this considered as toying? i really dont know your definition of toying. because to me, i wasn't playing with anyone, why would i even do that, the feeling sucks, that i know. i just thought, being there for a friend when they need someone would really be a *cheer up pill* for them, maybe i was wrong all along.

i dont disagree that i empathise people easily. too easily in fact. i might be the only girl, who consoles people after answering to their * questions. i really cant take it when i upsets people. the feeling inside me sucks! this is just me, this is just evangeline, what to do?

i'm sorry if i cant give you what you want, but i do treasure you as a friend, and it just stays there at that line, nothing more. avoid me if needed, i'm not going to stop you, no matter how unwilling i am to lose a friend like you, but if that makes you feel better, feel free to do it. i'm just a heart-breaker to some guys out there, and maybe to you too. but what else can i do. maybe it's just my fault being a listening ear to each and everyone who wants to share with me. probably it's just wrong to do that


you know this post is for you and i do treasure you,as a friend.

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i'm sick and tired of this, maybe i should just stop being that listener out there. maybe i should not smile so often anymore.



when can i put down that smiling happy mask again, i'm getting sick and tired of putting it on again and again. cassSilly says that it's easy to realise, how i'm feeling through sms-es, even my laokor said that, but how come, you're so close to me and yet you dont seem to realise.