random rants! (Wednesday, May 12, 2010 / Wednesday, May 12, 2010)
life's getting abit out of track, grrrs ! but guess this' how life is going to go about. school was pretty much of (N). idk why, but just felt that school basically sucks! damn forgetful on yesterday! grrrs! left my laptop at the animation lab aft class, went back to take, thn found out i have left my pencil BOX there! Grrrrs ! went back to take, lucky there was a class there, without teacher i think? didnt really noticed (Y) ! but it's a class with few familiar faces! inmc on tuesday, photoshop...potato..LOL ! slacked aft that till nine plus, homed, prepared, online. (Y) . i was damn tired! but i onlined will 1 plus going to 2! =) chatschatschats! xD! i broke down that night while chatting, but i smiled that night too, so which means the emotionless feeling somehow gone that night. but i still dont know why i broke downs! Grrrrs! (N)! two meetings in a row today, that isnt cool, one at block E, left half way walk all the way to block N for the other meeting ! but nyp blazer, will be damn cool i thinks! =))) ! slacked at clubroom today,,messy hair naz was there too, LOL ! basically wanted to sleep before meeting luhs,damn tired and feeling sick! o.0, but end up talking here and there! hehe! Booos!
just had a lil chat with cassandra silly! (L) she made me think of some things, like really bring up the things that i'm hiding, she knows i cant and wont forget so fast luhs, she just pratically pulled everything i covered out! =( bad silly! but yeah, at least now i know how i feel? though it's not really really important because it's kind of over! i dont wish it wasnt over too,cos at least i'm not suffering now in that suffering sense. probably suffering in the other sense but not that sense that i was in previously, so maybe that's good!
camp on friday to sunday and sunday's sister birthday celebration! (Y)! PAINTBALL, it's something i'm looking forward! haha! and probably the LONG amazing race! woosh! but without internet connection! =( ! message me okays! if not i'll be bored like shit at night unless i'm urper tireds! =( i hope that i really can benifit from the camp! =)! maybe the camp will make me more relaxed, or probably not? Grrrrs! idk luhs! but i know i need time to relax like seriously!
many ppl telling me that i'm super off-ed nowadays, like it's quite obvious when they talk to me, really uhs? i only realise like on monday! idk luhs, feeling damn effed luhs! Grrrrrs ! off topic abit,i found someone,whom i think quite similar to me! hahas! =) weird retardo! =)))! happy on the outside but probably not fully.! MILO (Y)! hahas!
jeans tomorrow! Booos!
i thought i was slowly getting use to not talk to you
but when it all comes again
it;s like i cant stop chatting with you, you see
Grrrrs!
but i know i know the stand,the situation now.
so probably much much better.
