(Wednesday, August 05, 2009 / Wednesday, August 05, 2009)
start of the day was alright-ys? hmmmms, quite tired though, && realised that throat's getting worst. =/
i think is cos of the wonderful kfc yesterday =/ went to school, met vrinda, koufu-ed before attending maths. zomgs, went out to discuss database, CCT, and other stuffs la (: thn was java lab, have always loved java lab :D but today going be the last lesson, the last time i attend his lab lessons. sure going miss it la! =x! thn was break, went to endorse mc and stuffs thn java lect. last lect. for java too. ): so which means basically today will be the last time ngJK teaches me la! awwwws! ): he was telling us about the trip to KL,hahas! super funnys la. went to clarify some doubts after he ended the class, he told me to go to the KL trip,haha!asked if he gt go he say i go he go.tsktsk! what a funny lecture he is. ok,maybe what he say wasnt that funny,but the way he said it, it's definately funny mansxz! yeaps,so he made me felt better,=/ all the ways,yeaps.159-ed to compass point,thn 372-ed back home,it's like a normal routine now, idk since when i have been doing this,but...yeaps. looped the 372 too.LOLS! thought of manymany things on the bus, reflected on manymany things, holded *ahems* back,and i did. thn went to meet SILLY under my block. coscoscos,my place isnt nice
to chat today,&& i really need her, thanks SILLY! thanks for yout listening ear, thanks for your *suggestions* iloveyou! :)
& maybe i'll really treat everything normally. cos blahs may not have mean it, cos it's just the way the text was replied, just the way that maybe both party replied in a not so normal way. (: &&&& saw-ded wt agains =,- idk why but have been seeing him ard lately, ard my area luhs.which he dont really will so-called pass by or something, saw him when i was with SILLY, hmmmms... at that time, i really wished dearest was there,really longing for him at that point of time,.that was the first time, that i long for another person when i was with SILLY.....
first meal today was at 8 in the morning.
last meal was also at that time =/
it's gg to be 10 at night now.
=/
i miss my cliques,during sec school loves/hst'o5/.. who'll say they love me ,
i miss those loves from strikers that'll always let me know,
i've & will always be part of them
i miss those mentoring kids that bring joy into my life ,
i miss those time that
we used to hang out together before school started but i know,
nothing can be reversible,
all these good & wonderful times are lovely memories
i'll just have to hang on & move on .
i've lost terribly, i admit defeat,
i lost to something called the time,
and something called motivation
just so useless, i feel nothing now
how i wish i can
invent a time-machine,
and also a motivation machine
that can bring me back to the past.
and give me motivation to do the things
i NEED rather thn i WANT.
dearest,
iloveyou.(:
awwwwws,
&& imissyou too.
*tsk tsk*
