school was filled with manymany things today.actually,school is almost the same everydays.so nothing much to elaborate abouts.databaseFundamentals;computing mathematics,java(oopp)..that's all for today..but it's from 9-6..a veryvery long day.msging with GOODGUY..was interesting.hah!not much topic tho...but somehow...msges went to and fro..lmaos..i understand-ed the java today,i suppose.but maybe i'll just forget it tomorrows.didnt listen to anything at c.maths today,cos i wasnt in the mood and was messaging...

i like love to message with ppl..maybe cos they wont know my emotions thn..&& i like typing on my phone's "keypad"..i can hide my emotions in messages..i really do love messaging..(: so one day,if i dont msg,something is wrong...i suppose.during the second break..super downs! D: thoughts went through my minds,so-called flashbacks passed by too..i cope-ed myself in the world of music..hoping to hold my tears,to not let it fall.but...somehow,to some extend,it didn't listen to me..

manymanys peoples messaged me..thanks loads..ily* guys..GLADYS LOVER msged me too..tho she's just beside me..those were really heart-to-heart messages i suppose.at least..it's what i think..so now..about that thing*...another person knows..GOODGUY knows..i dont know why did i share with him..but i felt comfortable with it..yeah,so...so three ppls knows?...and they'll be the only ones who knows..dont ask me why i felt comfortable to tell goodguy,cos i dont knows too..hmmmms..lessons ended..thn to hougang festive market with G.LOVER.to buy laptop case && some food..back home after that.today is a boring day,with loads of emotions.

i buy stationerys when i'm down.

i bought:

2 pens;5 highlighters &&

pencil leads just now..

i dnk why

i want to get into one..

but at the same time;

afraid to get into one.

in such delima...

dear XXX,

dont you think that we're drifting apart?

further and further apart.

it's like even further thn just normal friends.

some ask why dont i take the initiative to talk to you.

but what can i talk to you about?.

the answers you give me in return will only be

a word...or maybe two?.

thn it'll be quiet agains..

so i'm thinking,if i talk to you.

will it make any difference?

i doubt so.

i have the feel,of losing a friend,

which i really dont wish to happen.

but what can i do,

i'm lost,totally lost.

tags replys:

CASSANDRA.L: SILLY!hahas!he'll kill me luhs! :D looks at the i.c i posted.maybe you'll know who?xD ily*

XUEJUN: DEARIEE! :D i'm okays aldys luhs..sorry to bother you who is not a java student..haha(: i bet you're shocked! :D ily*

ZAOIREA: KORKOR! i thinks so too luhs!<3>

Y: hellos! :D i somehow agrees that it's a nice photo! :D && he's a good guy la! XD

GLADYYYS: hellos!looks like korkor?abit uhs!hahaha..i'll put his recent photo if he says okays luhs!hahah ily*

XUANYA: thanks loads girl! yeah...i'm a SUPERGIRL! :D ily*