yet i still yearn for more
♥ EVANGELINE's lil. world (:
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Evangeline.t.m.f
just an ordinary lil. girl in town.

♥ EIGHTEEN! on the 20102010!
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♥ nypPRIMERS!-awesomes family!



she just love to smile and laugh (:

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my heart has been captured
by all these lil. things

♥ MILO is my BEST FRIEND! =)
♥ BIG DADDYYYYY
♥ wonderful people around her
♥ Hugs ! :)
♥ Blue Roses
♥ lil.KIDs
♥ hiisteriical'o5
♥ Smiles =)
♥ laughters =D
♥ Volleyball
♥ POLAROID
♥ lil. plushies. (:


have i mentioned anywhere,that i think i am crazy? =)

p/s: i DO bite, shoo away if you're scared =)

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these things captured my eyes
but they're still not mine

♥ RED CRUMPLER
♥ NUM's BACKPACK
♥ NUM's SHOULDERBAG
♥ >3.5
♥ INTERACTIVE MEDIA-specialization


you'll always see me smiling, (: but true or not,it's another thing.

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these words captured my ears
trying to capture my heart.



a gentle reminder that this' my blog (: && you can shoo off if you dont like it. (:

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i don't know for sure {aps/yckss}
where this is going

Bruce
Cassandra.z
Catherine L.
Catherine.P
ChooiChi
Christina
Erica
Florence
HuiBing
HuiWen
Jeline
Lynette
Rebecca
Ren&Reb
SiewWoon
Winnie


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i don't know for sure {nyp}
where this is going

Bruce
Amanda
Gladys.C
Gladys.K
Grace
ida
Iris
JiaJun
LoongXian
Vrinda
XingJie
YewChuan
Yvonne.Y
Zaini


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don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana





(Sunday, May 24, 2009 / Sunday, May 24, 2009)

just read XXXX XXX's blog.can tell that he's down,super-duper-ultra downs.but under those circumstances,everyone will be downs,veryveryvery difficult to cheer up.after reading his post,i thought of the scene last year again.losing two beloved ones one after another, just few hours of difference. i was struck down,totally. i didnt know what to do, besides tearing to let out my sad-ness. the sadness of losing. that's the worst and longest tearings i have. i hope nothing like this comes anymore. right now, i miss her so much. tho it's been more thn a year,14 months in fact. but i know myself i still cannot let it go. trying very hard to let it go,but everytime i thought of it,tears would just roll down.unknowningly.

felt that i realy didnt cherish you in the past,thinking that you're always nagging and talking huge stuffs to me. about my future, boyfriends, study and stuffs.you kept telling me to put studying in e first place, but seriously, during that time, irritated i felt. but thinking of that now, i would rather you be here to nag at me. rather than... hais. you were always behind me, supporting me in everything i do. not lecturing me when i did something wrong, but asking why i did those things in those ways,showing manymanys concerns.if time can go backwards,i'll go back to the times when we're together. if i can make aany wish that will come true, i'll hope you are back again. but all these are "if"s. hais

i want to know,how are you now.how are you feeling in the other world out there,in some unknown places.i want to shoutout loud, that i miss you , i love you and i want you. but can you hear me. can you hear my shouts,my screams,my thoughts.staying strong and hopefully happy for you,cos i know i promised you that i would stay happy and live well.

great-grand-aunt,i miss you alot, yes,alotalotalot. iloveyou.*