cassandra.l told me to blog more thing. tho she knows i'm not in that "mood"but.i shall say more things abt wad happened today.met jean in e morning to pass her her laptop before meeting gladys at cp.we met to go to sch together.thn meeting vrinda in school.suppose-itly todo projects.but ended up doing nothing maybe that's us. (: jiajun;loongxian;chunhwee&wuhao also went to do project.but they did discuss i suppose.but for like less thn 10 minutes?lols.lunch we classmate-ties aft so called project.bought the thick java book.i think it's heavier thn an additional mathematics text book!and maybe heavier thn a POA book too!hmmms.life of heavybags are back again.i dont know why i seriously need go buy a backpack!&& i want a red crumpler sling bag! ): i have so many things that i want.but money seems to be a huge prob.

back to school's topic.just as wad i said just now.school's shyt today.&&i learnt totally NOTHING!not even a single damn thing!i dont understang wad a *toot* lecturers are talking.=,- i got my ez-link card.yes.thanks vrinda for accompanying me to the students admin office to take my ezl. in e middle of a class!ILY* & thanks to those guys who help-ed me with my laptop&&that think java book!great friends indeed :D && yes,ilovethem too.actually i love my class.(: what else happened today...some humansxz had dinner in school.accompanied them to koufu.they had their dinner and went home i suppose.gladys was waiting for her daddy i think.waited with her with loongxian.left school at ard 6plus.&&i'm totally dead-beated. it's been a long day in school.it's like back to secondary four life.super pack.not enough rest and stuffs.

oya.and we took alot of pictures today.hahas.i dont know why.suddenly thought of taking pictures.we took pictures with phones,webcams :D not bad la.and yes,i took a call from * just now.saying that 'abc' blahblahblah la.quite pissed.but wad can i do actually!i dont knows la!plain unknown reasons for it la.phone calls and it's like tt.how do you,or maybe that person explain that.hmmm.i cant help to care anymore

finding an exit.walking all the way out.but unlike before when i'll hesitate and think and then turn back.for now i tell myself i cant turn back.i will not turn back.just keep on walking forward.towards the exit.nearer and nearer.everything may seems alright.but is it really alright?maybe i myself doesnt know.those smiles and laughters.are they really from deep down?i dont think so.but still.i'll put smiles and laughters on my face.i dont know why i'm doing this but...i always think..is my expression and action wad i think deep inside?thought and thought.i think maybe not.cos everything doesnt seem to be what it is like.maybe i thought that smiles and laughters can bland those things deep inside.but isit true?maybe?cos even i myself doesnt know that.i think i have lost the inner me.cos i have s-pressed it too much...

no school tomorrow.